Kansas road trip

Road trip to Kansas, it was the 5th time I think ...we have it down pretty good.This beautiful cross stands right off the freeway.To me it has become a symbal of hope.We see it everytime we stop at the rest area in Effingham, Illinois. The trip there was beautiful,warm and just real pleasant. We got in that day about 6pm and stayed at the Holiday Inn.Had a handicap room and it was much easier getting in the shower.

The next norning headed in to have injections after I had the lovely Laura give me  the nerve conduction test...ooooohhhh it hurts.

Later on seen the pretty nurse Mary and she is so kind.Seen Maureen and just love visiting with her.Hard worker and does so much for Dr Barohn.Finally got to see my favorite Dr.Barohn, Im going to miss seeing everyone there.They have been so kind and have made me feel at home in Kansas.

The day we were to leave it was raining and we were late getting out,so we spent the night in Kansas again.The next morning was rain..rain..rain...more rain.Poor Gary it was hard on him driving,it makes you sleepy.Wake up Gary! Seen a semi completely off the road,he had hit a electric pole and the lines were surrounding him.Thank God the ems workers an electric trucks were there.Chopped it right in half.Hope he was ok, maybe he fell alsleep Gary.The bridge we crossed was the great M.i.s.s.i.s.s.i.p.p.i  river,  you have to spell it like that.Make sure its right...

They have these little castles next to the bridge,they are really neat.I guess maybe it has a light in it,not sure what they do.Neat looking though.We didn't get home till 8pm that night...man that was the longest drive ever.We made it! Its always good to back home...thank you Father for getting us home safely.

Family

When I was a kid, one of the things I loved so much was that I had a big family.I have 3 sisters and 3 brothers.I was the 6th kid on the totem pole,so I was considered the baby for a long time until my baby sis came along.It was great though,we would have  family dinner every night and though there were alot of bad times...there were good  times too.
            The older I got  we all scattered and went different ways.My parents divorced and it  was probaby a good,bad thing.The family was split and there was no  security anymore.Now I'm not going into all that.What I really want to talk about is the family I found when I met my husband.
        Beginning with my mother and father in law...they became in a sense my new parents.  My mother in law taught me alot and I can never put in words all that she taught me.I know we had some disagreements but it was ok.Thats what you do when  you love someone and care about what they say. She taught me how to be more lady like,she taught me stuff like cooking an cleaning.Now my own mom taught me some of this but I think I lost it somewhere.I just can't explain all the wonderful things she did for me.I love her very much and always will be greatful for her. Gary's father,well let me tell you this...he is in my heart forever,he made me comfortable when I didn't know anyone.He would sit an tell jokes to me. He just had this way of making you feel relaxed around him and knowing it was ok.
He was a great man and I love him an miss him so much.I can't wait to see you again someday dad..we all miss you so much,its never been the same since you left.
           Now the rest of the family are our kids,granbabies,brothers,sisters,cousins,nephews..ect They all have blessed me so much..I can say each one has touched me in a special way and I'm forever greatful they love me and I them.Having this family has been more to me then I could ever imagine.I love each one with a heart felt  love. How can I ever repay you for what you have given me.
I'm  blessed beyond measure for having a family  such as this.

als chapter of Ohio

Thinking about the wonderful ladies at ALS chapter in  Columbus, Ohio.Since I have been sick they have helped out with a wheelchair,grabber,walker and other neccesities. They are very warm ,caring individuals and I had to tell you  how much they are appreciated on my part. Each time I go up there to get something I need they have sat and asked me how I'am ,how things are going and also give me info about the needs I  might have in the future. The people that deal with this disease an other neurological disorders  seem to have this extra added  kindness about them. I'm sure they see many people and get to know them on a regular basis. When someone dies of this disease, I'm sure it can be difficult for them too.They deal with it everyday and they understand the difficulties with it. I just want to thank them for making it easier for me.They are quick to respond and I'm greatful that they are there for me and all ALS patients.

You have blessed us more then you know. Keep those beautiful smiles and your positive outlook for those fighting this disease. May God bless you for all you have done.

Bad days vs Good days

When having a bad day, need to consider the reasons

why am I having  such a bad day? What are the reasons behind it?Why should I allow this? What can I do about it?

Well sometimes it isn't your fault your having a bad day but how you choose to look  at it is the question. I'm tired and have a hard time walking or doing anything. I think its ok to have a bad day  since they come involuntarily.Its staying there  too long is whats bad.
  Okay so you are there ..now what...how do you get out of it?
   If there is one ting I'm learning is that I have to shake off the bad  stuff, so I can get on with the good.If I stay here and think about how bad this can get then I'm not going to find  any joy in anything. I know whenever I skip reading Gods word I can for sure guarantee that I will have a yuck day.
I seem to have a better day when I start off reading His word.
Somehow no matter what, it always gives me hope in my situation. I know its hard times for everyone,but you must look at what you have an how your life is.If you are having a rough time,wether it be finacially,health,losing your home,ect. You still have to look to whom you were created from. He is still the creator of the universe and He is still in control...I will not fear  what can man do to me, when God is on my side. Problems aren't going to always just disappear but He has promised to stand with you through it all.I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but I know who controls tomorrow and thats fine with me.